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Finally i am back after 9 weeks at alor star…life over there are so dull..no entertainment at all…only manage to go out during weekend..and the time for me to play is too short..not enough at all..sigh..everyday go to work..back to home after taking dinner,bath and ready to go to bed..lolxxx..cannot imagine myself for sleeping so early…haha…i got nothing to do during the period of training..imagine they ask me and the others trainees to become their receiptionist..and ask us to collect new stationery for the new staff…lolxx..evryday we are counting the time before we can go back home…just talk and play with the other 2 frens..we even played bingo and "eraser fighting"to kill our time..haha..however,it gave me a good experience to expose to different people and environment..

So everything is over now..i am back to my normal life as usual…with all my hsemates and internet..can on9 whenever i wan..can do wat i wan to do while i am stucked in alor star..i will be back to kuching end of this month for my holiday before my 2nd year of advance diploma start…did not plan what to do for this coming holiday..just wanna enjoy as much as possible…

finally..i finished my exam…hurray!!!!dun tink of the result first..i must enjoy as much as i can…haha..tomolo i will be going bek to kuching..feel so excited yet miss everything here…well…after chinese new year,i will be going for my practical training once again..but..this time..i no longer have my training in kuching..i will be going to alor setar,kedah…hahahahahahaha…starting another new life over there…just hope evrything goes well…10 weeks will just pass without realising…lolxxx..***since when i become so optimistic???****hehe..anyway..happy new year to everyone in advance!!!!!

no mood no mood!!!i think i should go and take the resit paper already…sigh…i did not put in my best effort???? for the first 2 paper…i oledi lost my confidence..i wish i can pass..can i?????the chances of getting a pass is nearly zero…sigh…..waht happen??????i cannot concerntrate for my next paper…i keep thinking..although frens told me not to think about it anymore.but i cant..when i read my notes,i will think about the paper…can i make any miracle???pray  hard for me..thanks ya!!!

i m bek in kl after my 2 weeks holidays in kuching…so now is another new semester for me..the timetable for this semester is totally so stupid…classes start from 8am and end at 9pm at nite on certain days..still got class on saturday sumore..sigh…dunno got wat to update lately..so lazy to think bek…haha…erm…been alone at home for almost 1 week..housemates still at hometown..so can imagine how bored i am staying alone at home..nothing to do..keep sitting in front of the computer…anyway,all of them are going to be bek 2mlo..so my house is going to be alive again..with all the noise we made..haha…yeah..i got my patrick finally..so happy…its so cute..love it very much..wonder why i stil love all the soft toys and bear bear so much…even though i m 20 years old oledi…now my house and room are full of the soft toys collected by me…hehe…so remember to buy me bear bear for my birthday…

feeling down lately..cant concentrate in my studies…wonder what had happened…sigh…seems like everything had changed…good or bad sign??????i also not sure….what is the problem now???no ppl know…i oso cant figure out whats wrong about it…sigh…exam is approaching…i simply need support and help from all of u…suddenly miss my old friends…miss my home…miss all the fun we had…miss the old days…hope everyone is doing fine…and hope that you can be strong and happy owez…frens, keep in touch!!!!!!

helo everyone…been a long time since my last blog…hehe..well..nothing much to say about my recent life…of coz there were sadness and happiness…many things happened..even though i did not pay much attention to my studies…i can stil feel the pressure..the stress….with lots of assignments and tutorials to be completed..dateline is approaching,yet i still do nothing…not even start to find the information..hehe…well..i always do things in the very last minutes…never learn from the mistakes before…hopefully i can complete them by the end of next week..
another update….i had straighten my hair..haha…a new looks..at first, i was not satisfied with my new hair style…but then after a few days..it looks better..more easier and simple to maintain my hair now…and i feel more comfortable with it…hehe….
i wan to be more hardworking this semester…since it will be my last semester for my diploma course…i need to start concentrate on my studies..no more playing around…yes..i can do it!!!!

new sem had started..a new life for me…i should feel happy rite????erm..depends on how u judge it…for the past few days, i did nothing…skipped most of the class this week…sigh…dunno wat wrong with me..seems like my future is full of uncertainty…dun feel wan to study..study life is so bored and stress..feel like wan to give up something..but duno wat is tat…sob…lately,my mood changed very fast..this moment i can be extremely happy..but for the next moment, i am so moody..sounds so stupid..but…tats is me..my life now..

sigh..sudenly i feel so sad and moody…dun ask y..coz i oso duno what made me like this..no quarrel no arguement..yet i am so down…so tired….feeling so stress…about everythings…studies..training…family…etc..wah…why everytime when i am sad all this tings will appear in my mind..siaw…i oso dun wan like tis ar…i wish i can be a happy person everyday..but…i am too pessimistic..sigh…i can laugh and play when i am in front of my frens but who noes deep inside my heart, i have thousand of problems and sadness…lolz…maybe i just dunno how to say out my feeling…
if i were given a chance..i hope i can do better in everythingxxx..and of coz one of them is my measurement..lolz…i just dunno why i cant do it…><  wonder why..it is the weakest subject for me…dun like measurement even though it is the main subject for a QS student..but..i will struggle hard for this subject…coz there will be 2 measurement paper next semester…i must try to do better this time..can i make the miracle???who noes..lol…
forget all the sad things..weekend is coming..and i gonna enjoy as much as i can…haha…

here i am…bek in kuching for such a long time and now just got the time to blog..lolz..sounds like i am so busy hor???indeed i am…erm…1st of all..just to inform everyone who read tis blog..i am currently doing my practical training in a QS company…so what kind of life i am having???hmmm…rili no comment…1 words to describe everything…STRESS!!!!everyday go to work…come bek only have a limited time to do my own stuff..sigh….no time to do my favourite tings…not enough sleep everyday..><
during this period of training, many things happened…not to mention all of coz..those who noes me well should know what are them..lolz…erm..to those who involved, pls be patient with me..i rili have no idea whats wrong with me…what i need is only understanding from YOU…sometimes words do need need to say it out loud..get what i mean???nvm if u dun..lolz..well..i oso dunno what i am toking over here…just very confused…with lots of things…
erm..i am going bek kl end of this month..28 april…with my mum..coz i will be moving to another new house..not yet see the house yet..hope it will be as nice and clean as what i had thought..dun care lar..just leave it to my housemate to decide..i only go bek there to keep my tings…i only will be bek for a few days as i still need to go bek to work..sigh..so hope i can enjoy as much as i can during this few days…haha…
thats all i can say…feel lazy to type now..i still got some works not yet do..sob..
wonder when this kind of life is going to end…i noe its going to be soon…cant wait for tat day to come…19 may!!!!!!

what is feeling or mood when u need to separate with ur loves one???suddenly i feel so sad and moody when i think of apart from adrian for about three months,without any chance to meet each other..he needs to come back kl for his studies while i am back in kuching doing my training thingy..haih…i think my self very weird..coz everytime i come kl,i will miss my parents very very much..after 1 year++ studied at here,i still called my parents them almost everyday..sometimes more than 1 times..haha..then now i need to apart from adrian and can together with my parents,i still feel moody and sad..sounds stupid..i think it is normal that someones feel sad when apart from their loves one..lolzzzz..