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sigh..sudenly i feel so sad and moody…dun ask y..coz i oso duno what made me like this..no quarrel no arguement..yet i am so down…so tired….feeling so stress…about everythings…studies..training…family…etc..wah…why everytime when i am sad all this tings will appear in my mind..siaw…i oso dun wan like tis ar…i wish i can be a happy person everyday..but…i am too pessimistic..sigh…i can laugh and play when i am in front of my frens but who noes deep inside my heart, i have thousand of problems and sadness…lolz…maybe i just dunno how to say out my feeling…
if i were given a chance..i hope i can do better in everythingxxx..and of coz one of them is my measurement..lolz…i just dunno why i cant do it…><  wonder why..it is the weakest subject for me…dun like measurement even though it is the main subject for a QS student..but..i will struggle hard for this subject…coz there will be 2 measurement paper next semester…i must try to do better this time..can i make the miracle???who noes..lol…
forget all the sad things..weekend is coming..and i gonna enjoy as much as i can…haha…

here i am…bek in kuching for such a long time and now just got the time to blog..lolz..sounds like i am so busy hor???indeed i am…erm…1st of all..just to inform everyone who read tis blog..i am currently doing my practical training in a QS company…so what kind of life i am having???hmmm…rili no comment…1 words to describe everything…STRESS!!!!everyday go to work…come bek only have a limited time to do my own stuff..sigh….no time to do my favourite tings…not enough sleep everyday..><
during this period of training, many things happened…not to mention all of coz..those who noes me well should know what are them..lolz…erm..to those who involved, pls be patient with me..i rili have no idea whats wrong with me…what i need is only understanding from YOU…sometimes words do need need to say it out loud..get what i mean???nvm if u dun..lolz..well..i oso dunno what i am toking over here…just very confused…with lots of things…
erm..i am going bek kl end of this month..28 april…with my mum..coz i will be moving to another new house..not yet see the house yet..hope it will be as nice and clean as what i had thought..dun care lar..just leave it to my housemate to decide..i only go bek there to keep my tings…i only will be bek for a few days as i still need to go bek to work..sigh..so hope i can enjoy as much as i can during this few days…haha…
thats all i can say…feel lazy to type now..i still got some works not yet do..sob..
wonder when this kind of life is going to end…i noe its going to be soon…cant wait for tat day to come…19 may!!!!!!